I thought I'd be happy here - NOT!

I thought I'd be happy here in my current dwelling place. But I'm oh so wrong - as if I'm betting all in with a pair of kings only losing my hand over a deuce of ace. I know it's Christmas but I never felt such rush of its eve's hype and pace. Now I'm lonesome here inside my room, still wide awake. Not because that I'm insomniac but actually because of another man's selfishness. I'm not supposed to be here at this very hour. I'm supposed to spend it beside a hospital bed and then to a future foster family then stare at some good food then devour. But I chose this. Another boring night with a dog beside my thigh and a laptop that moves slowly up and down as I hear my self sigh. 

my lonesome noche buena - picture taken December 24, 2012 - maligaya home-base 

I am frustrated, really very frustrated - it's all stacking and pilling up -

Sa aking pananaw (in my point of view): RH Bill, Why I'm Against you?

Why am I Anti-RH Bill?

I am a Catholic. But I will set aside my religion and I will let God have a rest as I state my views on the bill. Average reasonable person style.

Here are my reasons so hear me out.

1. The Department Of Health already have an existing program for mother and child health and this includes reproductive health. So for me its already redundant to pass another law for it, specially that the program, statistically is reaching its goals.